Goo Goo Dolls- Iris

And I don't want the world to see me. Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.

This song, I can't even express the effect it has on me in words. It's like that one song that can neutralize any mood you're in- so you're not quite happy, or sad, but you feel at one with the song in it's entirety. The words, the music, it's melody, what it means to the writer, what it means to you. Everytime I hear it, I just feel contented with life. I feeI the words, as if they're speaking directly to me-- only me, individually. 

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's meant to be broken 
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

Building that bucketlist

Being optimistic about the future

It's like you wait all this time for school to end, to get out of that 'hellhole'; and when it does, all you can is think to yourself "What the hell am I supposed to do now?"

I don't know where I'm going, in fact I have no idea what direction I'm taking with my life. All I know is, I'm going to make this year great. It's going to be fun, fantastic, unforgettable.

I'm going to make it count. And when I look back, I'm gonna think "Wow, those were the days."